you might not believe your eyes, if ten million fireflies, lit up the world as i fall asleep

totally into owl city now...
seriously...

anyways... spm is like.. what, less than a week?
and im still online, and not studying
screw my overconfidence...
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lethal
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overall, i think i can conclude that seminars are just a total waste of time
i can just get the exact same tips from friends who go there..
so instead of me sitting in that seminar for 2 hours, i could be watching some hot guy in tv or sth...
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but not complaining...
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did i mention that spm is making me really short tempered
i can get worked up on something miniscule
and get pissed off over it
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anyways, i think my english and bm is deteriorating
It has been MONTHS since i've written a decent essay
and im afraid to admit this but i think i'm getting a bit rusty
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agh!!!
screw you FACEBOOK
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on a lighter note,
spm will be over in a month!!!! im happy
:)
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sadly i dont think i have the ability to get straight a+
especially with my current level of laziness and procrastination
i have never been this lazy
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fml... fml.... fml..

i feel like taking up engineering , not civil engineering, but chemical engineering...
but why do i always have second thoughts..

i m really really stalker-ish these days..
lol..
i feel sad too..

The Day Has Come...

EVERYONE love stories.. wanna hear mine?
*shows the eager and excited face, full of enthusiasm equivalent to a five year old toddler*
do you? do you? do you?
come on, i know you do.... *cheeky grin*
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once upon a time in a faraway land called malaysia, kuala lumpur lived a girl, not just any girl but MISS AMANDA LEW CHIEN AI....
*btw, she's mine... not sharing...~*
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she's the thinnest and skinniest person in this entire world...
yet she is the most bubbly, joyful, peaceful, wonderful, lovely, happy, chatty, lively, and all the other -fuls and -ly-s in the universe!!!




ALAS,... I have found my partner in crime....
one of the few ppl in the world who can tahan my pure stupidity and arrogance and annoyance...





she's always there to listen to my rants that can last for hours in school...
yet always manage to smile and listen patiently, and even rants along with me!

though we are a many dress sizes apart( she's a size ZERO*lol*... i'm size *insert largest dress size you can find*)
we always think alike....

like they say
*so different yet so same*

and did i forget to mention?... she's musically talented in both piano and singing...

remember those times... the three of us (ren, amanda, melle) screamed till passerby-s had to shove their fingers into their ears, and the room was supposed to be soundproof-ed!!!

those times that we stalked the toilets at every outing...

or those days we pretended to be the next leornardo da vinci


and to think that the first impression i've had on you was that you were :
1. quiet
2. chinese-chinese
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when you ended up being:
1. fun
2. crazy
3. random
4. can't even speak cantonese without me bursting into laughter
wow!!! so much for first impressions~

she may seem normal on the outside...
but don't let that fool you!! amanda IS randomness


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and guess what????
*shows the face like the picture below*
today is her 17th birthday!!!
21 SEPTEMBER 1992 is the date miss amanda lew was born into the world!!!
*lights up the fireworks, runs crazily around the house*

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
BIRTHDAY BABE!!!!

it's been great knowing you. i feel as if i've known u for all my life though i've only met you 1.5 years ago...
thank you for always being there for me....
listening to my emotional outburst,


and boy am i LUCKY to have a GREAT friend like you!
happy birthday amanda.... happy 17th birthday....
have a blast!~

xoxo
m-elle
*arent you happy that i did this?u better be...
i was supposed to quit blogging... but i still did this anyway.... ,love ya.. *

life is such a bitch...
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i will be more concerned..
i will be calm
i will be nice
i will be hardworking
i will be happier
i will be grateful
i will be satisfied..
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agh!!! mental hypnotizing session..
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btw, anyone wanna play paintball???
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need to study...
need to sleep...
agh... need to get a LIFE
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goodbye blog
see you next few months...
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fyi i just cant stand people who brag about how many scholarships they have and how they wasted it off because they didnt like it...
if you dont like it.. dont take it..
maybe some poor sucker who needs it just lost his/her future because of your irresponsible act
dont think you're so smart just because you have tonnes of scholarships and you wasted all of it
it's pure stupidity
dont brag and say.. oh, i took this scholarship for 1 month, i didnt like it, so i dropped that course and took the other one... which i didnt like, then i took this, then that.. and etcetc
learn to appreciate...
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lol~

~ how the food chain should be~

came across this in stumbleupon,
found it rather amusing and stupid, yet creative at the same time...
you judge it...


ok... now... agh... speaking of food chains....
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i think that I could finish off a zombie... i mean, if that zombie happens to be chuck bass whose just so CHUCK-OLICIOUS!!! he tastes just like chuckolates!!! *chocolates chuckolates*
and btw, i don't really get why all girls are swooning over taylor lautner..
his face is so!! plastic-ish...
it's like someone melted transparent plastic on his face ...
his face looks like a ken barbie doll
and ken is a FUGLY barbie doll..
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seriously....ROBERT PATTISON is the way to go...
im on team EDWARD...
ppl say that only girls who are single and fugly and unwanted will like twilight and edward..
oh well, i happen to be them so TO HELL WITH YOU!!
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btw, vamps are SMEXY... dont waste your time convincing me otherwise...
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so.. conclusion... vampires should be BELOW the HUMANS in the food pyramid because i can so FINISH off rob pattison...
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but nth will ever beat anne rice's interview with the vamp... i mean, who could resist brad pitt as vamp during his youth?
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thus this concludes my fangirl-istic rant about vamps... haha which has nth to do with food pyramids..
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btw, i m just simply writing sth to keep my blog alive... but i suppose it isnt helping one bit at all isnt it?

omfg. we made it to the nationals...
haha..
girls can really make boys cry!

~ sbs team did we do it?

we practiced 2 times a week since january

we wore sweaty and stinky clothes during practice...

it was worth it~
it really was..
no regrets..
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SBS TEAM
DID WE DO IT
SBS TEAM
YES WE DID!!!